i havent exactly been writing in here, maybe because the photos that i want to post here is not with me, either that i am just plain lazy.
but like i said somewhere, i have such a huge urge to either shift from this place or perhaps.. not have a public blog afterall. maybe because ive outgrown the url..that was so 2006? haha. i sound so old, but srsly 20? i cannot believe that i am 20 alr. so i have been living in denial since my birthday in april. haha. the other day i was with mala and she asked me;
m: eh you're 20 this year right?
a: really?am i? ( so i started thinking....)
a: .. oh yah.. omg i am 20 this year. i am 20 already.
m: haha asmida asmida
a: .. i have been living in such denial..
the other day i broke my fast with mila at j.point. and haha i used to dislike going to j.point because it is so out of my way. the only bus from my place to there is 187 and 180 and it takes quite some time to reach.. and it is at the end of the mrt line. err.. so it is at jookoon now is it? or is it still at boonlay? its ok i dont care , i can never memorise the mrt lines/routes. but the new wing has such nice stuff haha. ok you people who go there almost everyday , pardon my late enthusiasm but really i dont frequent that place often. so mila accompanied me to circle the new wing and by 9 plus i still am not done and i could hear the shutter of some stores being pulled down and i panicked "mila..i havent finish going to all the shops!!.. " haha. so i shall pop by that place again to continue where i stop the other day. haha such enthusiasm for a heartland shopping mall. sorry but have you been to bukit panjang plaza? if you have.. you should know why.
and diah, im glad you liked your belated bdae present :)
and nina, owe you one still! soon soon soon :)
haha and i do realise everytime i were to type out the word seriously, i would prefer to type it without the vowels. srsly? like that. haha, ok random much.
anyway i dont know how much things are going to change, or whether i or the people around me can cope with the changes that is about to happen but let's just hope for the best. change is inevitable right? the whole starting to work mindset still have not hit me just yet. the more i should enjoy my time left now till my first day of work.
raya is coming. have cleaned the bedroom , im left with clearing out my desk/study area. baked all the cookies. left with the cakes. i am still very excited about hari raya. even though i get the whole " as we grow.. there is nothing to look forward to raya" talks from friends. but i dont know..to each his own? i am just excited (not little girl excited) ..just maybe really excited to get to meet the family members that we rarely get to meet on usual days. the ones that only turn up once a year for occasions. like i said i am excited about it.. but as i grow up the reason for the excitement changes. from getting to wear new clothes, collecting green packets.. to something else. something that i dont wish to elaborate over here haha because i think it is too long for me to try to explain things. but of course.. the food. the food. incase you dont know, i can never part with my nasi padang/lauk melayu. call me whatever you want, but srsly pushing aside all the wonderful western/meditarrenean/turkish/ whatever food that we all get to eat on other days, nothing beats a good hearty meal of lauk-pauk melayu cooked by none other than your mom/grandmom/greatgrandmom/aunty etc or even the cooks at hajjah maimunah.
ok looks like i got carried away haha i came to blog just a wee bit and i thought my juices were dried out. but this is quite a lengthy post. haha ok people who still frequent this place, selamat bersahur. :)
